are you happy?  i think i am, but i find it incredibly difficult to feel that way.  it’s self-justified in the usual existentialist way, in that i wonder if i ever can be happy.  what with all the misfortune in the world, sure…  or, more realistically, with the looming concept of my own mortality.  there have been times where i truly believed i would live forever.  either through some biological fluke that makes me ultra-special-cool+3, or via the convenience of quantum theory.  eg - the fact of my existence, and the observation of my existence, has put into motion the need for that perspective to continue; thus, in my lifetime immortality will be developed.

of late, i’m having a harder time believing in it.  i guess i’m having a harder time believing in permanence.

here’s tom with the weather…

December 19th, 2006 | Uncategorized | 2 comments

In terms of pretty much all things having to do with one’s life, December doesn’t seem to count. The month pretty much just disappears. i guess technically the blur starts just after Thanksgiving. And i do mean blur.

In terms of development efforts, it’s better to schedule anything you want by January 1 for December 1. Because otherwise, you’re just going to slide on past it.

see - Valve Time

So, i propose that December be stricken from the record, and we all go to Vegas for the month.

December 19th, 2006 | Uncategorized | 1 comment